Hello, my name is Brenda by birth. I really like dressin up. I love books and photography. I hate lizards, insects, things that slime or crawl.Neither do i like gore or violent films.
AM WATCHING MY LIFE FROM FIFTY FEET.
And nope, im not delusional. not yet
screams
Sunday, October 25, 2009
look,bitch,stare
It's certainly possible that you may have problems due to an extravagant child today, Cancer. If there are no children currently in your life, you need to avoid arousing jealously or being too possessive. Emotional energies are very volatile, and things could flare up way too quickly. Recreational activities should be kept to a minimum this week, because after the Full Moon, you will have plenty of activities to spend your energy on. If there is someone older that you have not seen for a while, this would be a good time to connect with them.
My horoscope for the day, how true.
Life isnt as pleasant a ride as it always seems. But who cares, 5 years down the road we'll see. I would have clocked better life then. Volatile much? Tell me more.
Just got home from a movie with boyf, random date. Something about the movie, first, i don't know why is it called 'the hurt locker'. There is no obvious linkage though. Whatever the case is, it was still a movie that came across quite strong to me, the message it sent, the scenes.
Awesome.
School started, i don't like what i am doing this semester. Math, someone kill me please?
Hello to short hair.
It’s hard to sum up all the thoughts that have been running through my heard over the past one week plus. There are just way too many of them. The bottom line is … I am just starting to get a little sick of being around people (although this is mostly due to my mood, and me not feeling up to it) and somehow, I can sense that people are starting to get sick of me too. I have waaay too much baggage, I know. In the past year, my usual cheerful self has evolved into this creature whose moods swing faster than the rate your iPhone gets updates to an extent where I might as well be bi-polar. It is a huge change, I know, and it is turning people off me. I don’t blame you one bit. My words are not quite making sense. It’s hard to type when your eyes are cloudy … and when you realized that you’ve just run out of tissues. Although the recent entries seem to suggest otherwise, I am still much, much stronger than most people think and it will manifest when I am ready. Don’t look down on me just because I am sickly. My magic is still well and alive. I just need to recover emotionally first.
Until my emotional state stabilizes, ‘Fragile – handle with care‘ are the words that should be plastered on my forehead. Nothing is instant. It takes a few more days of vulnerability before things improve further, and I can gather whatever strength I have to launch my first missile.
Till then, the earth shakes, and my knees quake...
i have a hole in my pocket, the size of you.
She's that girl
The name 'Brenda' stands for 'sword', which I perceive as being linked to violence. But no, I don't see myself as a violent person. The most I do is curse and swear like a sailor, and perhaps punch a few pillows and kick a few walls. But I'd never lay a finger on people(or so i claim).
And also. according to bestf, i'll combust without guys.
To top that up, you will have not problem trying to spot me along the streets.With my not-exactly-very-toned-down hair, and my shorts,yes, Singapore's way to hot to be in jeans.
Personality wise, I'm close to being crazy. I drive people nuts when the inner bitch release.So in short,you can either say that I brighten up your life, or that I drive you up the wall. It can only be one way or the other. No in-betweens.
Basically, I have a problem with authority.I never liked being told what to do and when told not to do something, all the more i'd do it-just to annoy the person (like,duh.)
Yours truly,do not believe in rules-strapped life, strongly thinks that life should be lived the way you want to and no compromises made.Of course minus the reality chunk.Partying is like a hobbie to me, just like how stamp collecting is to other, but partying is much more fun!
Not only does it allows me to meet interesting personas of all kind and yes, grooving to the music is a great workout- keeps me very much in shape.My girls are the bestest people to club with,ever
In case you failed to figure, my girls are one of the greatest thing that happened to me in life.Friends are a whole big deal in my life, plays a huge part in major break-ups and events.By and by, i love them to bits and they know it.
I have the tendancy to forget what i want to say mid-sentence,so just let me finish.I'm not as dramatic as so many friends claimed.I hate crossing the roads, proudly proclaimed my love for whipcreme,icecreams and cakes. I can be completely bought over by sweet treats, Starbucks and surprises.Small details matters alot to me, a little gesture, a smile, and kids warms my heart.I love that warm fuzzy feeling i get when watch kids play.
I'm not exactly the most random person you will find around and am totally,erm, not a bimbo.
Meanwhile, please make do with the photos untill i get better ones.
It's certainly possible that you may have problems due to an extravagant child today, Cancer. If there are no children currently in your life, you need to avoid arousing jealously or being too possessive. Emotional energies are very volatile, and things could flare up way too quickly. Recreational activities should be kept to a minimum this week, because after the Full Moon, you will have plenty of activities to spend your energy on. If there is someone older that you have not seen for a while, this would be a good time to connect with them.
My horoscope for the day, how true.
Life isnt as pleasant a ride as it always seems. But who cares, 5 years down the road we'll see. I would have clocked better life then. Volatile much? Tell me more.
Just got home from a movie with boyf, random date. Something about the movie, first, i don't know why is it called 'the hurt locker'. There is no obvious linkage though. Whatever the case is, it was still a movie that came across quite strong to me, the message it sent, the scenes.
Awesome.
School started, i don't like what i am doing this semester. Math, someone kill me please?
Hello to short hair.
It’s hard to sum up all the thoughts that have been running through my heard over the past one week plus. There are just way too many of them. The bottom line is … I am just starting to get a little sick of being around people (although this is mostly due to my mood, and me not feeling up to it) and somehow, I can sense that people are starting to get sick of me too. I have waaay too much baggage, I know. In the past year, my usual cheerful self has evolved into this creature whose moods swing faster than the rate your iPhone gets updates to an extent where I might as well be bi-polar. It is a huge change, I know, and it is turning people off me. I don’t blame you one bit. My words are not quite making sense. It’s hard to type when your eyes are cloudy … and when you realized that you’ve just run out of tissues. Although the recent entries seem to suggest otherwise, I am still much, much stronger than most people think and it will manifest when I am ready. Don’t look down on me just because I am sickly. My magic is still well and alive. I just need to recover emotionally first.
Until my emotional state stabilizes, ‘Fragile – handle with care‘ are the words that should be plastered on my forehead. Nothing is instant. It takes a few more days of vulnerability before things improve further, and I can gather whatever strength I have to launch my first missile.
Till then, the earth shakes, and my knees quake...
