as told by her.♥

Monday, April 30, 2007

Dear Diary,
something good happened today.
He finally called me by me name
i dint know how to behave
what to say or do
i was so confused
Dear Diary
wanna talk to him again
but
whenever he is with his friends
he keeps trying to pretend.
but i already see.
the way he feels for me.
What can i do?
tell me what can i say.
When do i let him know i feel the same way

.How can my feelings be so hard to show?

I really want him to know.
-You're my secret hiding place

where my private thoughts are safe

Just one look and he will see

Whats inside of me-
Dear Diary

he wrote some letters on his hands

it wasnt hard to undertsand

i figured im part of his plan

and now im in his heart

i dont know where to start.

anw.that was what tt remained of the lyric

of Dear Diary of m2m in my memory.

hmms.

had a GREAT day.

supposed to do maths at mac.

Ended up with like NUTS done.

i couldnt find a fricking powerpoint plug!
so i contacted YOU

and thank god,i made my way down

tried to do maths

i loved your room as always.

thanks for being so patient

and helping me with e ever -turning off maths.

heart you super many.

jus being beside u makes me whole.
anw,ended up cabbing home (cuz YOU sponsored)

okay.to gramps.

went there.

saw Jeslyn

went to get takeaway from Pasir Panjang

Cockles.Oyster.Siput!

wahhs

yummy.

had coconut while waiting.
well.

and kaka.

YOU DINT CALL ME BACK.

i got sumthing uber important to like tell you.but its ok!

u'll get to know.
ohhs.i had to confess

uber hard to keep things from kaka

i had like a mega hardtym trying to kip the fact

tt i was involved in ur HUGE poster on ur bday.

LOL

im happy tt ur bday is over and the cat is out of the bag.

IM A SUPER-DUPER-'PILI PALA' HAPPY GIRL!!

happy bdae litin and rachel!!!
went out with litin and gang to marina south
after school saw ROYCE.
as ever he still like-totally rock my world! great!
we took pictures and its so gg to be my wallpaper!
SORRY kaka.(my ACER dun haf the interchangable wallpaper function)
hahas.
ate like totally healthy food.jus a few mouthful of bbq food,
the rest is of soup based.
the guys were like,playing wid the food
the girls were hafing this bean sprout fetish.
THE WHOLE MEAL WAS OF BUTTER-ED BEAN SPROUTS!!!

hmms,i miss you.
wonders if u feel the same way.
and ..
IM SO NOT A BIMBO!
puh-leese..people!im brenda!
i went for school today.first period was maths.i like totally dreaded it,it kinda meant death?ha!!i switched off as usual.
let my thought wanderi v much needed a msn buddy!
but the teacher dint allow
me to use like my lappy
so..BOO!
i was stuck in class.
and i decided to like do a written chat log.

and hor,
the SICK-A-ZOID is like...
ERM.NO COMMENTS

i have a newfound
FOE.
bitch.
dun act as if the world owes u something!
so wad if u haf done it before.
give others a chance,so wad if u know the answer?
let SLOW ppl like me try.
PUH-leese
dont act cute and innocent.
it makes me uber sick.
*PUKES*

well.

long entry.

shall blogg or upload pics bout royce doing the para para!

lol

it was seriously funny.
and i got totally no idea how some one can actualli laugh for no reason.

lastly i missed AEROBICS todae!!
boo.
NEXT WEEK'S class is like in the classroom and not in the LIBRARY!

the whole class went to the library by mistake,cus we mistook the cls was at library instead of the PDI block.

when it was meant to be a briefing held in the class.
interesting library.thats a 101% biased statement i said it cuz the library has THE NARROWS.and its not on loan!in other words means im so gg to read the sequel to THE POET
haha

im a 120% happy bitch!!
kill SICK-A-ZOID anyone?

ROCK ROYCE!
signing off!hearts.

Friday, April 27, 2007

hey.

im like super bored in class

yupp.

im practically lost in maths.

and i dun give a damn.

hmms.

i m confused.

STOP!

STOP.leading me on when u dun know wad u actualli want in life.

you can go on and tell me u break wid ur gf for my sake.

and yet i m still wondering if u are the one i wan in life.

i very much wants to give u an answer too.

but too...

im confused.

NEVERMIND BOUT THAT

ytd was kaka's bdae.

i was supposed to haf silly v.ball selection.(accrdin to kAKA'S BLOG)

im drawing eggs.

well.

i hated kaka for making me wait!!!!

hahas

but since u are the QUEEN ytd?

i shall drop the issue.

ohhsya.

kaka's supposed to b angry wid chun fu as he gt like heels for his sis and nothing for kaka.

but she is like SUPER wrong

he got it ready like WEEKS ago!

and the NO HEART kaka broke the necklace!

well.

life's well

i supposed its raining super heavily.

cuz im freezing my butt off.

snooze

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

RACHel and me!

2 happy girl!

NOW there's 3!

JOan!

KAT!!

US!

kbox was a total wreck after we left.

To: AP ling!!

you and me and me and you!

the world revolves ard bitching!

Kboxing

BESTies in CLASS!!

ME!

JESLYN!

School's in

HOLIDAY's out!!!!

super tiring days in school.

have like super much fun.

loves the class as a whole,

ok...a majority of them.

anw,i m currently in class supposingly to pay attention to like erm..

CUTTING SPEED.SPINDLE SPEED AND OTHERS ETC.

great!

i have got totally no idea wad is high speed steel or wadeva things else.

anw.other than the maths part

the course wasnt s bad as it was supposed to be.

i jus dun have -never will have any liking towards MATH.

kill me instead.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你遥远的梦
就算是变化挖空我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受做了那么多
使她拥有我该得到的温柔
(使她拥有我没看过的笑容)

爱着你是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单
了解你是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你是我体谅的爱也当作应该
不要说对不起原来你要的不是我
不要说谢谢你什么你永远在我心中
can u tell me why 这样的我-你也曾爱过不是么……

im like super bored in class now
i miss kailing uber much
dint see her for a day in sch and im like dying from it!!

jus watch your back..dun let me see u in sch!
i will make sure i heck u into 2.
mayb mince.

Monday, April 09, 2007

i was bored at home!

i heart you!

yes! jeslyn its you!

ok its me.

i heart jes many many!

siewting loves me.
(i heart her too!)

i heart you all!!

jiayan!

chunfu!

Hey, i havent been blogging like this for a very long time.

dunno wads got into me.

i fell for someone without realising it.

how bad can it get?

OMG.

i feel like im the mofo of the century!

( comparatively there's still the BEAN)

i knew you would never know.

i never really was part of your life.

maybe jus as a friend,

bet you.

even if u happen to chance by this blog.

bet u wont even know dat i was writing bout u.

i was left hurting bad.

p.s people out there, dun ask me who what when where how and why.

i have been gg out alot.

seriously.

ALOT.

been hanging out wid ap ling.

maybe its the fact tt we are entering the same poly

dat we ended up being this close.

its a real good thing though.

i realised dat we have got a lot of things in common,

GRINNS.

been shopping for my poly clothes.

had a haircut yesterday.

the pics are up.

i think its not flattering but still PASSABLE.

i wonder why so many ppl has been asking if i had fake nails.

as in the STICK on type.

OH NO.

i jus broke one.

lalas.

lastly.

J E S L Y N.

THIS IS FOR YOU.

for not gg out wid me!

hahas,u dared me to put it on!!!!

Labels: me me and me

Sunday, April 01, 2007

we went to meet fu aft wrk!

i damn fucking pissed.

my nano jus HANG!

anw.thx d a d d y for rescuing it!

althought the pic was ugly.

but comprehendable.

hahs

well.was at funan wid kaka and fish.

was starving.

i nearly fainted.

had 2 choice, faint or throw up.

finally headed to food junction.

had korean food.

so super nice.

and we started to cam-whore there

realising tt we could actualli rot

and take some pics b4 the dinner crowd sets in.

and we did.
also,we TESI-ed each other's friendster.

super bo liao.

tah-dah.results.

and hor.

im gg sentosa wid the gang on m o n d a y .

im a happy girl.

H.O.P.S.

well.hadnt been great.

i've been a real mean girl.

none the least NICE.

so dun tell me im nice.

im NOT.

im no longer half the girl i used to be,

get to know me agn.

and now tt i got a lappy tt allows me to cam-whore.

im a even happier girl.

but i need to slim down before heading out.

Labels: lappy.me and all.