Hello, my name is Brenda by birth. I really like dressin up. I love books and photography. I hate lizards, insects, things that slime or crawl.Neither do i like gore or violent films.
AM WATCHING MY LIFE FROM FIFTY FEET.
And nope, im not delusional. not yet
screams
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
there is this weird guy that stopped by my house today.
i was doing maths online in the living room.
-u dint misread,i was doing maths-
ok,he came by,
stopped by the window and started to pick at my lock.
i stared.
he asked if my mum was home.
i said yes.
he continued to pick till the lock clicked
he went on to explain how bad my lock was.
i was about to pick up the phone and call the police
telling them a man jus picked my lock.
i went on to get like food in the kitchen ,
mum went on ironing,
gramps continued her tv
the man rambled on.
fuck it.
he stayed for like 25minutes.
telling us how bad our lock was and asked if we want to have it replaced
"why should ibelieve you?'' i asked after like 10minutes.
"cause im under a registered company"he answered.
"what if 3months later got another man come and claim tt i got cheated again?and insist that i chnage my lock like u jus did after picking it open?"
"wont,mine gt a year guarentee"
"huh,but u stil cannot pick my lock what"
"this proves that the lock is lousy and stil allows ppl to break in"
"ltr i can open how?"
"den u dunid pay me"
"i'll have a faulty lock den?"
mum insist that he leaves.
finally,after another 10 mins he left.
please,i was really about to ring up the police already
.he pick my lock eh.if one day my house gets broken in,
i'll suspect him.and will blame him for
pickign at the f-ing lock to make it lose its function.
stuck at home with eyeinfection,cough,flu,fever,backache.
Monday, October 29, 2007
photo of the day! they say..
i ang moh kwee.
and they welcome u to xia lai wan!
in the UBER long costume queue they kinda spooked jessie out a little! ME LOVE
i BITE
my BLODDY VALENTINE
enjoyed myself soo much!
FUN was an understatement.
//note!
*me and jes walking along the mid of road*
some guy:"you both will still die u know"
jes" why"
brend*laughs*
tries to explain to jes after tt.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
maths
-3 hrs straight-
wish i could press rewind. and re-write every line .
its now all used-to-bes
Monday, October 22, 2007
people change.
especially when they get in and out of a relationship.
VERY TRUE.
ps.dont pretend to care when u people dont.
im fine on my own.
Friday, October 19, 2007
DOWN WITH NASTY RASH AND INFECTED!!!!!!
screw it.
back from camp.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Being persnickety like what I happen to be nowadays isnt of much joy.
people.
i dont enjoy being like this either.
brenda is /are/was /were/will be and shall be alone.
note: couples,stay away from me. knowing that i aint v sucessful with my past relationships and all. i would really appreciate if all couples/ couples -to-be , can try not to be that LOVING in front of me. it hurts. it brings back memories that i wanted to cast out of my life. please.
dont pretend to care by telling me how much i mean to all. dont tell me without me u all feel weird. nothing is. being alone is not a sin, being alone doesnt mean u all can ostracize me i still a human. im going through a period of tough time. i aint going to go all the way to become anti-social or show withdrawal symptoms i just wish that people who care, i mean really care comes and look after me. i need love too.
CAN U SPARE ALITTLE? (the above sentence was not directed to anyone in particular)
~cause all i can do is watch and wonder where the boy i knew had gone. and soon you will realise that everything you did to me was wrong. having found the certain apple of your eye doesnt give you the right to block outthe rest of the world. take a breather,notice your friends around you. they may happen to need alittle more attention than before due to one thing or another its not like i shut myself out from the world,people dont step in to help u dont expect me to go around telling people how hurt i felt. how empty the feeling. i just hope this entry helps the friendship a little asking for a listening ear isnt too much to ask from a friend right?~
i thought you were somebody i could trust.
you always said you were happy for us
(this entry like the previous claimed sentence,isnt meant to be directed at anyone or anything in particular)
XD
p.s dont over react,cuz i'll freak too.
Friday, October 05, 2007
been going through a v hard time.
sorry to all that i affected in one way or another.
feeling down.
feeling rejected.
feeling left out.
i dont know why but its all coming.
i cant take it
don't pretend to care when you don't
Monday, October 01, 2007
hey.i just got home home home.
been hanging out toooooooo much.
jeslyn lurh.
anw,i m nice enough to get Mcdonalds for my family.
(i spell mac correctly!)
SHALL WRITE MORE LATER.
WHEN I WAKE AND STILL FEEL LIKE WRITING
XD
She's that girl
The name 'Brenda' stands for 'sword', which I perceive as being linked to violence. But no, I don't see myself as a violent person. The most I do is curse and swear like a sailor, and perhaps punch a few pillows and kick a few walls. But I'd never lay a finger on people(or so i claim).
And also. according to bestf, i'll combust without guys.
To top that up, you will have not problem trying to spot me along the streets.With my not-exactly-very-toned-down hair, and my shorts,yes, Singapore's way to hot to be in jeans.
Personality wise, I'm close to being crazy. I drive people nuts when the inner bitch release.So in short,you can either say that I brighten up your life, or that I drive you up the wall. It can only be one way or the other. No in-betweens.
Basically, I have a problem with authority.I never liked being told what to do and when told not to do something, all the more i'd do it-just to annoy the person (like,duh.)
Yours truly,do not believe in rules-strapped life, strongly thinks that life should be lived the way you want to and no compromises made.Of course minus the reality chunk.Partying is like a hobbie to me, just like how stamp collecting is to other, but partying is much more fun!
Not only does it allows me to meet interesting personas of all kind and yes, grooving to the music is a great workout- keeps me very much in shape.My girls are the bestest people to club with,ever
In case you failed to figure, my girls are one of the greatest thing that happened to me in life.Friends are a whole big deal in my life, plays a huge part in major break-ups and events.By and by, i love them to bits and they know it.
I have the tendancy to forget what i want to say mid-sentence,so just let me finish.I'm not as dramatic as so many friends claimed.I hate crossing the roads, proudly proclaimed my love for whipcreme,icecreams and cakes. I can be completely bought over by sweet treats, Starbucks and surprises.Small details matters alot to me, a little gesture, a smile, and kids warms my heart.I love that warm fuzzy feeling i get when watch kids play.
I'm not exactly the most random person you will find around and am totally,erm, not a bimbo.
Meanwhile, please make do with the photos untill i get better ones.
there is this weird guy that stopped by my house today.
i was doing maths online in the living room.
-u dint misread,i was doing maths-
ok,he came by,
stopped by the window and started to pick at my lock.
i stared.
he asked if my mum was home.
i said yes.
he continued to pick till the lock clicked
he went on to explain how bad my lock was.
i was about to pick up the phone and call the police
telling them a man jus picked my lock.
i went on to get like food in the kitchen ,
mum went on ironing,
gramps continued her tv
the man rambled on.
fuck it.
he stayed for like 25minutes.
telling us how bad our lock was and asked if we want to have it replaced
"why should ibelieve you?'' i asked after like 10minutes.
"cause im under a registered company"he answered.
"what if 3months later got another man come and claim tt i got cheated again?and insist that i chnage my lock like u jus did after picking it open?"
"wont,mine gt a year guarentee"
"huh,but u stil cannot pick my lock what"
"this proves that the lock is lousy and stil allows ppl to break in"
"ltr i can open how?"
"den u dunid pay me"
"i'll have a faulty lock den?"
mum insist that he leaves.
finally,after another 10 mins he left.
please,i was really about to ring up the police already
.he pick my lock eh.if one day my house gets broken in,
i'll suspect him.and will blame him for
pickign at the f-ing lock to make it lose its function.
stuck at home with eyeinfection,cough,flu,fever,backache.
Monday, October 29, 2007
photo of the day! they say..
i ang moh kwee.
and they welcome u to xia lai wan!
in the UBER long costume queue they kinda spooked jessie out a little! ME LOVE
i BITE
my BLODDY VALENTINE
enjoyed myself soo much!
FUN was an understatement.
//note!
*me and jes walking along the mid of road*
some guy:"you both will still die u know"
jes" why"
brend*laughs*
tries to explain to jes after tt.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
maths
-3 hrs straight-
wish i could press rewind. and re-write every line .
its now all used-to-bes
Monday, October 22, 2007
people change.
especially when they get in and out of a relationship.
VERY TRUE.
ps.dont pretend to care when u people dont.
im fine on my own.
Friday, October 19, 2007
DOWN WITH NASTY RASH AND INFECTED!!!!!!
screw it.
back from camp.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Being persnickety like what I happen to be nowadays isnt of much joy.
people.
i dont enjoy being like this either.
brenda is /are/was /were/will be and shall be alone.
note: couples,stay away from me. knowing that i aint v sucessful with my past relationships and all. i would really appreciate if all couples/ couples -to-be , can try not to be that LOVING in front of me. it hurts. it brings back memories that i wanted to cast out of my life. please.
dont pretend to care by telling me how much i mean to all. dont tell me without me u all feel weird. nothing is. being alone is not a sin, being alone doesnt mean u all can ostracize me i still a human. im going through a period of tough time. i aint going to go all the way to become anti-social or show withdrawal symptoms i just wish that people who care, i mean really care comes and look after me. i need love too.
CAN U SPARE ALITTLE? (the above sentence was not directed to anyone in particular)
~cause all i can do is watch and wonder where the boy i knew had gone. and soon you will realise that everything you did to me was wrong. having found the certain apple of your eye doesnt give you the right to block outthe rest of the world. take a breather,notice your friends around you. they may happen to need alittle more attention than before due to one thing or another its not like i shut myself out from the world,people dont step in to help u dont expect me to go around telling people how hurt i felt. how empty the feeling. i just hope this entry helps the friendship a little asking for a listening ear isnt too much to ask from a friend right?~
i thought you were somebody i could trust.
you always said you were happy for us
(this entry like the previous claimed sentence,isnt meant to be directed at anyone or anything in particular)
XD
p.s dont over react,cuz i'll freak too.
Friday, October 05, 2007
been going through a v hard time.
sorry to all that i affected in one way or another.
feeling down.
feeling rejected.
feeling left out.
i dont know why but its all coming.
i cant take it
don't pretend to care when you don't
Monday, October 01, 2007
hey.i just got home home home.
been hanging out toooooooo much.
jeslyn lurh.
anw,i m nice enough to get Mcdonalds for my family.
photo of the day!
they say..
in the UBER long costume queue
they kinda spooked jessie out a little!
ME LOVE
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