♥ brenda
Hello, my name is Brenda by birth. I really like dressin up. I love books and photography. I hate lizards, insects, things that slime or crawl.Neither do i like gore or violent films.
AM WATCHING MY LIFE FROM FIFTY FEET.
And nope, im not delusional.
screams
Sunday, July 27, 2008
SUPER EMO DAY.i dont feel like doing anything!
urgh!
i wish...
i miss...
Monday, July 21, 2008
i survived the weekend.with help from my girlfriends of course.
lets see,
dinner was great on saturday.
stingray,kangkong,sotong fritters and satay.
had a long stroll from yishun all the way till my house.
zoee and i went into hiding,
because jy and xy was in a world of their own.
end up the two of them lost their way...
:)
went over to zoee's
and watched tv...
jiayan k.o first.
then zoee.
then xingyue..
i left.
sunday,20th july
soup of the day : cream of tomato
i went to work.
3rd day.
met another new group of people.
funny people.
the crowd wasnt there and it was quite relaxed.
talked alot about school.
time passed quick.
but i cannot help but think of....
why why why.
aiya, whatever ..
i shall go and watch sex and the city...
while waiting for...
(L)
Saturday, July 19, 2008
//editits a saturday,
the most dreadful day of the week.
and guess what.
i've got no prog on.
yupp.no life:D
i guess i will be fine.
staying at home.
doing what i am supposed to do.
right....
and please cinder-mama dont be sad.
we'll work something out during your break later.
to homies,if you are going to Timbre tonight..
rock it
the method don't work.
period
period
Friday, July 18, 2008
you can't push yourself into feeling good,the only way to get over somebody is to feel really bad, cry to your girlfriends.Then replay what you hate about him over and over again in your head all day.i dont know.worth trying.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
time: 4.36amlistening to : marie digby-bring me love.
just finished with 3design sketches.
MDA totally kills.
i was supposed to just do sketches.
but since i couldnt get to sleep...
might as well colour and draw different views.
vaseline time.
and im so going to start work tomorrow!
need alot of buck-a-roos.
azimah says i can save and go to space with zoee.
;)
i miss.....
Monday, July 14, 2008
After a breakup, everything in your sight is dreadful.everything reminds you of that person.
every morning you wake,you get reminded.
the bed, the room , the brushes.
you get ready for school,you get reminded.
the tweezers, the clothes, the mirror
you step out of your house..it hits.
the lift, the walk, the bus stop.
you get it when you take the train,
you get it when you take a stroll.
you get it when you go to school.
you get it with whatever you do.
its just like the world is a battlefield.and you are fighting it.
everyday.you need to fight away the feelings.
you step out of sleep and there you get it,
the start of another battle with the happenings around you.
this is a battle that you are on your own.
your friends can be there,
but they wont exactly know what you are fighting.
because its the memories you are fighting.
memories that are private.
that your friends might not understand.
and once you throw in the towel, you collaspe.
you'll crumble, you'll die.
and it'll soon get to you that you are on your own.
no one is really there.
no one.
the only person that can relate to the memories is no longer there to pull you out of it.
nope.no longer.
do i wait and starve?
or do i fight on?
i dont know..
Friday, July 11, 2008
"i think i love him and im terrified that he is going to leave me because im not perfect."
Sunday, July 06, 2008
hey girls thanks for the day!
photos soon.
:)
Thursday, July 03, 2008
hey brenda,its time you took a deep breath and move on
day 340
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
its now 2.30 in the morning.basically i just listed out wht i intending to do tomorrow.
wanted to go tan,but figured that tanning can wait.
i've got assignments on hand, soooo...
the days that passed havent exactly been bad.
though not good either, these are the times when you cannot exactly find a word to fill in the blanks.
leaving it open ended then,
i've been on an emotion roller coaster ride .
no idea what has triggered the tears.
no idea what made me smile.
but i think its you.
im putting in effort.
just to be able to end up substaining it.
honestly,i know what i want.
and im wrking hard towards it.
