Hello, my name is Brenda by birth. I really like dressin up. I love books and photography. I hate lizards, insects, things that slime or crawl.Neither do i like gore or violent films.
AM WATCHING MY LIFE FROM FIFTY FEET.
And nope, im not delusional. not yet
screams
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
This marks a new beginning for me,school's been on for the past 2 weeks.
im still doing good,ahead in assignments and all. Since i have nothing to do at home,no boyfriend - or ex-boyfriend to be exact, to worry about. The only thing that bothers me now are like, school,assignments,reports and work. My girlfriends are so not a source of worry.i love them soo much.<3.
-take Jessie out of the picture,i still contemplating if i should go celebrate halloween.-
NEXT,
Im currently addicted to this book,"the design of everyday things". And am currently reading about how designers make designs become arbitrary, unnatural and complicated, and how functions on products should be designed with a simple user interface that requires little or less explanation to work out,and ways to infuse idiot-proof operational methods into a new design.
uh,ok
i know you all are not interested.
SKIP
Well. Its late.
and i feel somewhat that i have been ill treating myself.
making my days all so busy,just to avoid thinking.
im a brave girl.
and i think i should sleep.
p.s my dad packed and shifted the furniture in my room.
p.s.p.s i've got alot of photos to upload! sorry people.soon ok...
p.s.p.s.p.s my new pink bed is going to arrive in 3 days.(bye, bad memories)
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
this was what was left; of a past relationship.
"2008 is a year to forget ,or to learn from, whichever."
from him
**
now nothing.
.
.
.
really.
i admit, it was hard.but people,what isnt.i guess its just time to move on.Brenda, you have been such a daft.Just move on.get on with life,prove all that despises you wrong.
new semester,new start.
do it,do it well.theres 24 hours a day, im going to use it wisely.
not going to waste a single minute remembracing the past.
its over.
its hard, but sadly,girl
you dont have a choice.
he made it for you.
all you can do is adapt.
he's out.
buy it.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
been feeling lazy these few days.
no idea why.
i cannot wait for school to start.
and when it starts, its going to be a whole new start for me. i swear im going to make it this time round.
anyway, im running late.
new love!
gawd,im late.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
i am starting to go all shilly-shally already.
i just did shit.
why i did i dial the number?
ok,whatever.
nope.im not going to give in to temptation.
i feel the urge.
its coming.
increasing.
SOMEONE HELP ME.
S.O.S
fuck it, im going to take a long shower.
Friday, October 03, 2008
i swear i did cut,paste,labelled,folded,sealed 400 letters today.
yea, was working for Loreal's Vinchy today. hard work, but not tough
the dumb laptop they provided killed me sometime back there had super weird button in the midst of the keyboard. i dont know what it was, but it took me 5 hours to realise that it controls the mouse as well. and that explains why i cannot type proper. and no people, im not a bimbo.
i wonder if i have faithful readers on my blog.
that was random.
anyway, i had lunch alone. poor kid can. LJS's pathetic servings, and i actually took tea wothout sugar and not realise. it was after my food and i realised that the suger packs still on the tray. sigh. dont know whats on my mind.
after lunch, i went on to seal the bloody loads of letters in envelopes. then i had to key in ingredients of several facial porducts in word doc. you know the fonts printed are like,ant-sized. and yet the words are like super huge.. Hamamelis virginiana- witch hazel Glycyrrhiza glabra- licorice Zingiber officinale- ginger puzzles me why cant they jus type witch hazel as witch hazel? use the long scientific name, like dick ,amy or hayden will know.
i dont think anyone brings a dictionary to do shopping right? like i will go fine out what is carbomer, ceramide , or whatever. i use, no side effect, good results, then continue using.
yea. got to run.. my facial mask cracking on my face already! and im painting my toe nails. MULTITASKING.
gee, im pretty smart afterall.
She's that girl
The name 'Brenda' stands for 'sword', which I perceive as being linked to violence. But no, I don't see myself as a violent person. The most I do is curse and swear like a sailor, and perhaps punch a few pillows and kick a few walls. But I'd never lay a finger on people(or so i claim).
And also. according to bestf, i'll combust without guys.
To top that up, you will have not problem trying to spot me along the streets.With my not-exactly-very-toned-down hair, and my shorts,yes, Singapore's way to hot to be in jeans.
Personality wise, I'm close to being crazy. I drive people nuts when the inner bitch release.So in short,you can either say that I brighten up your life, or that I drive you up the wall. It can only be one way or the other. No in-betweens.
Basically, I have a problem with authority.I never liked being told what to do and when told not to do something, all the more i'd do it-just to annoy the person (like,duh.)
Yours truly,do not believe in rules-strapped life, strongly thinks that life should be lived the way you want to and no compromises made.Of course minus the reality chunk.Partying is like a hobbie to me, just like how stamp collecting is to other, but partying is much more fun!
Not only does it allows me to meet interesting personas of all kind and yes, grooving to the music is a great workout- keeps me very much in shape.My girls are the bestest people to club with,ever
In case you failed to figure, my girls are one of the greatest thing that happened to me in life.Friends are a whole big deal in my life, plays a huge part in major break-ups and events.By and by, i love them to bits and they know it.
I have the tendancy to forget what i want to say mid-sentence,so just let me finish.I'm not as dramatic as so many friends claimed.I hate crossing the roads, proudly proclaimed my love for whipcreme,icecreams and cakes. I can be completely bought over by sweet treats, Starbucks and surprises.Small details matters alot to me, a little gesture, a smile, and kids warms my heart.I love that warm fuzzy feeling i get when watch kids play.
I'm not exactly the most random person you will find around and am totally,erm, not a bimbo.
Meanwhile, please make do with the photos untill i get better ones.
This marks a new beginning for me,school's been on for the past 2 weeks.
im still doing good,ahead in assignments and all. Since i have nothing to do at home,no boyfriend - or ex-boyfriend to be exact, to worry about. The only thing that bothers me now are like, school,assignments,reports and work. My girlfriends are so not a source of worry.i love them soo much.<3.
-take Jessie out of the picture,i still contemplating if i should go celebrate halloween.-
NEXT,
Im currently addicted to this book,"the design of everyday things". And am currently reading about how designers make designs become arbitrary, unnatural and complicated, and how functions on products should be designed with a simple user interface that requires little or less explanation to work out,and ways to infuse idiot-proof operational methods into a new design.
uh,ok
i know you all are not interested.
SKIP
Well. Its late.
and i feel somewhat that i have been ill treating myself.
making my days all so busy,just to avoid thinking.
im a brave girl.
and i think i should sleep.
p.s my dad packed and shifted the furniture in my room.
p.s.p.s i've got alot of photos to upload! sorry people.soon ok...
p.s.p.s.p.s my new pink bed is going to arrive in 3 days.(bye, bad memories)
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
this was what was left; of a past relationship.
"2008 is a year to forget ,or to learn from, whichever."
from him
**
now nothing.
.
.
.
really.
i admit, it was hard.but people,what isnt.i guess its just time to move on.Brenda, you have been such a daft.Just move on.get on with life,prove all that despises you wrong.
new semester,new start.
do it,do it well.theres 24 hours a day, im going to use it wisely.
not going to waste a single minute remembracing the past.
its over.
its hard, but sadly,girl
you dont have a choice.
he made it for you.
all you can do is adapt.
he's out.
buy it.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
been feeling lazy these few days.
no idea why.
i cannot wait for school to start.
and when it starts, its going to be a whole new start for me. i swear im going to make it this time round.
anyway, im running late.
new love!
gawd,im late.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
i am starting to go all shilly-shally already.
i just did shit.
why i did i dial the number?
ok,whatever.
nope.im not going to give in to temptation.
i feel the urge.
its coming.
increasing.
SOMEONE HELP ME.
S.O.S
fuck it, im going to take a long shower.
Friday, October 03, 2008
i swear i did cut,paste,labelled,folded,sealed 400 letters today.
yea, was working for Loreal's Vinchy today. hard work, but not tough
the dumb laptop they provided killed me sometime back there had super weird button in the midst of the keyboard. i dont know what it was, but it took me 5 hours to realise that it controls the mouse as well. and that explains why i cannot type proper. and no people, im not a bimbo.
i wonder if i have faithful readers on my blog.
that was random.
anyway, i had lunch alone. poor kid can. LJS's pathetic servings, and i actually took tea wothout sugar and not realise. it was after my food and i realised that the suger packs still on the tray. sigh. dont know whats on my mind.
after lunch, i went on to seal the bloody loads of letters in envelopes. then i had to key in ingredients of several facial porducts in word doc. you know the fonts printed are like,ant-sized. and yet the words are like super huge.. Hamamelis virginiana- witch hazel Glycyrrhiza glabra- licorice Zingiber officinale- ginger puzzles me why cant they jus type witch hazel as witch hazel? use the long scientific name, like dick ,amy or hayden will know.
i dont think anyone brings a dictionary to do shopping right? like i will go fine out what is carbomer, ceramide , or whatever. i use, no side effect, good results, then continue using.
yea. got to run.. my facial mask cracking on my face already! and im painting my toe nails. MULTITASKING.
