♥ brenda
Hello, my name is Brenda by birth. I really like dressin up. I love books and photography. I hate lizards, insects, things that slime or crawl.Neither do i like gore or violent films.
AM WATCHING MY LIFE FROM FIFTY FEET.
And nope, im not delusional.
screams
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
If there is a word to summarise the class I'm in now adequately, it would be VAPID.Its just like studying Friedrich all over again, just that its in depth.And no, its no longer a literature subject.Though i am not a big fan of literature but it beats History, hands-down.There and there, in approximately 15minutes later, we have formed groups of 6 and were discussing about Banglas Dometries in Serangoon Gardens (BDSG).I know, it do sound like a new overseas bank name.Then again, whatever makes me happy.We had a "heated debate" of some sort.During the debate, prejudice and discrimination were observed.You guys must be thinking i must be one of those that displayed extreme P&D right, nope, i spoke up for them! I just felt uncomfortable, i saw a clip and it kinda touched me a little.I am a total emotion-sucker,and i seem to have "i love sob-shows" scribbled on my forehead
I am not for the BDSG, but i am not against it.But opening up a road to keep them out of sight, is too much. They are human and they are not devoid of feelings, they could very well get a job back in India, but they chose to come over to do jobs that Singaporeans finds , low-class. And end up losing their dignity and get treated like they are lepers- to be kept at bay. Yes, i well aware they don't have a good reputation, because of a minority of them, but most of them are law-abiding.Yet again, who are we to judge, when Singapore isn't even crime free to start with.
Well, i really think this module is like igniting the flame in me, my thoughts and feelings comes out so clear.Maybe i should just do social science.
Maths lecturer: Power rule, if you know it, you WILL be powerful.(yes, i will get super-powers)
Friday, April 24, 2009
Hello all, please take note that i am, yes, am aware that is 4.10 am, and I'm awake- doing mathematics.This is probably the only ungreat thing that keeps screwing up my life.And its has screwed up my life for what seemed as eternity long.From the day as a toddler i learned how to mutter words like "papa" and "mama", i was taught how to count not long after.One, two, three.
"How many apples does Tim have on his hands?"
"5 apples"
Does that sound like a day in kindergarten? See, i don't understand why do they have to screw up kids life like that.BUT... this is still acceptable, to me. Because if we cant count , life will be hard, like everything will have not values to it, and somehow, people will turn stupid.Therefore, concluded that learning simple addition and subtraction is after all -ACCEPTABLE.
"Peter has 5 marbles, Jimmy has 2 marbles more than him and Daniel has twice as many marbles as Jimmy.How many marbles do they have altogether? "
Look people. First, i don't know what primary school teachers have this love towards marbles, probably it brings back memories from their childhood or something. Secondly, when in society do you actually needs to compare marbles and are not being able to count physically? I don't think when you come out to work, you will be giving a whole chunk of words trying to get you to compare who has more stock, they will just tell you the value of it.
Example, $30 000 worth of equipment. End of story,was it that hard?
"Given y= 3 ,Find x in -y= x-10 "
Can someone explain to me why am i learning this? Why do i need to know what is X ? You don't walk around the supermarket seeing thing that are priced at x-dollars, do you? So why learn algebra?
"Differentiate y=(e^{3t}+7)³ with respect to t."
Plain rubbish.I don't see a need to learn that AT ALL.
And with that, i think I've clarified my point of maths ruining my life for the past 19 years ,the best part is i see absolutely no fucking reason in learning it to such an extreme level when it does not even comes into any use in my everyday life! To put it simply, math is just obsolete.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
i love my chicks!LIGHT YEARS AHEAD
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
i am not living in a bubble.
talk about newspapers.world history and mushroom clouds
well, i think the society is in deep trouble.i am in class at 8am discussing about world history and issues, and guess what, half the class have got no , yes, NO IDEA about what the lecturer is saying, yadah yadah yadah...
Saturday, April 11, 2009
oh, i spent the whole night painting mr goalkeeper.Friday, April 10, 2009
so on and so forth.will blog more when i feel like blogging.
and yehying came over the other day!
(no pictures for that, because i look very bad)
erm, my
Saturday, April 04, 2009
LOVE- the epic story
Love in its purest form is its sweetest.
When it experiences the bitterness of rejection it retreats into its cave, afraid to venture out in search of adventure again.
When love dies out,it loses its ambiance.
The burning flames that fuels out ones passion comes from within one's determination to overcome tribulations,and the selfishness to love and to be loved again.
In the face of adversities true love will not succumb nor crumble.
To fulfil its purpose, love needs compromise.
Yet the harsh reality of love is ironically a two face deception filled with exhilaration and emptiness at two ends.
Thursday, April 02, 2009
Its 5.15am and I'm sitting in front of my lappy digging berry flavoured yogurt.
To be honest,I have this thing towards "berried" product.They smell superb and taste even better- so I'm kind of like yummy all over *grinns* .Obviously, I'm not asking you to lick the moisturiser off me.Just smell me!
Berries aside.
I have been home for the past four days.Its rather pathetic you see.But the important thing is, i went out today.F-I-N-A-L-L-Y, spell that.Met Ying at Ang Mo Kio, at 9.3o for dinner.NYNY, i don't know what to say, but the truth is ,i haven't dined there since i started working at NYDC.(and no, i did not just boycott that place).Cannot help but say, they do have a wider variety of food, but the service is like, __________.(no, I'm not going to say it, hahahha, I'm not that dumb).
Then we went down for MAMBO!(this was what it was supposed to be)HEH, we managed to get entry to Phuture and stayed there for the rest of the night. The place is ridiculously packed- as usual, but the music is good.My mood was ruined by certain class of people around me.But with the company, it was still fun.
To be honest,I have this thing towards "berried" product.They smell superb and taste even better- so I'm kind of like yummy all over *grinns* .Obviously, I'm not asking you to lick the moisturiser off me.Just smell me!
Berries aside.
I have been home for the past four days.Its rather pathetic you see.But the important thing is, i went out today.F-I-N-A-L-L-Y, spell that.Met Ying at Ang Mo Kio, at 9.3o for dinner.NYNY, i don't know what to say, but the truth is ,i haven't dined there since i started working at NYDC.(and no, i did not just boycott that place).Cannot help but say, they do have a wider variety of food, but the service is like, __________.(no, I'm not going to say it, hahahha, I'm not that dumb).
Then we went down for MAMBO!(this was what it was supposed to be)HEH, we managed to get entry to Phuture and stayed there for the rest of the night. The place is ridiculously packed- as usual, but the music is good.My mood was ruined by certain class of people around me.But with the company, it was still fun.
sidenote//
"I despise guys that has no respect for girls, be it whether are they sober or not. How can you bring yourself to treat them like some 'touch and feel' exhibit.Honestly, fuck you.
I just think that having gone through years of education, and to have to show such grotesque manners and behaviour, ITS ATROCIOUS. I refuse to engage in any form of communication with horrendous people like these.Don't try, because i mean it and its not going to be a pleasant sight when i flare."
I just think that having gone through years of education, and to have to show such grotesque manners and behaviour, ITS ATROCIOUS. I refuse to engage in any form of communication with horrendous people like these.Don't try, because i mean it and its not going to be a pleasant sight when i flare."
and now i am home, eating dried cranberries.
p.s
(i don't know if its just me or what, i get recognised everywhere.People came forth and ask me if i am from Ngee Ann Poly.WTF? I am a low profile solo being in school.HOW CAN I BE SINGLED OUT LIKE THAT!!! madness.)
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
bad news, bad bad news.
i formally annouce that i've been dismissed from school.
because they weren't able to fit me into any of their schedules.
and my course of study can be extended no more.
this is bad, very bad
and happy april's fool.
