as told by her.♥

Friday, June 29, 2007

RANDOMS-

RANDOM LIBRARY POST-

CLASH LURH!

BITCH

-see its like in RED-

well.met BITCH at amk.i needed eyebrow shaping.LOL.been there done that! lol.anyway,went amkhub after tt.we actually strolled and shopped as if we ended class.agreeably,we headed to school at 12.33pm.EACH satisfied with a cup of yogurt smoothie! i had my usual berries crave and she had mango!WE WERE LATE OK!

fine i thought i was late, i stepped out of the lift of block 5o,with excuses running through my head while trying to figure out real bad which floor and class im supposed to land myself in.then..it hit me,a whole walkway of blue-orientation tee shirt-ed people.THE TEACHER WAS EVEN LATER!1o minutes later.WE STOOD UP AND LEFT.i then msg BITCH to tell her i was done with CATS,somehow gt a reply similar to WTH.haahhs.

i rotted in the library,STUCK with micheal conelly's the lincoln lawyer.WHICH I WASNT supposed to touch till im done with his -the concrete blonde book-that is like due on my birthday!TAKING the cake,i decide to go on a camwhore binge.ALONE.unaccompanied,i had like an uninterrupted hour of snapshot bender! end up with an unadvertent nap session.and i was woken up by the BUZZING OF MY PHONE.it was bitch.lol.left the library,met her at the entrance and went in again.OMGosh.both of us are like...FICKLE-MINDED.ok or jus nothing orientated.lol.the product of that? end up slavering at some DESSERT BIBLE in the library.

Made our way to the SPORTS COMPLEX.i was ENTERTAINING her with some lame sucba-diving joke.we LAUGHED.sort of annoying.-HAHA BITCH-we were staring at the bball board when we heard ppl call out to us.EUNICE!!!!and WOODY and his brother!- woody's similitude to my PAST was like adequate enough to start me digging at my heart to literally NOT to let it stop beating.*i nearly died ok*- feeling rather flaccid,we idled in the canteen while chomping on fruits.-kiwi.mango.rockmelon and green apple-while waiting for the GORGEOUS AND PRETTY to come inconjunction with the fireworks.LOL.we headed to the gym.KAT's face gt WHACKED by this rubber-like stretching device that is professed to do all types of muscular maneuvers that you were PROGRAMMED to do.RAN.BATHED.

headed down to PARKmac at amk.the prev post was bout it.YUPP.headed on to amk hub with CHUNFU.no kailing,she went off to her bestf's place.along the way,we picked up a WALLET.belongs to a little boy that goes by the name JONATHAN.cute name hur.*fine i peeped at the contents* went to get my cap,den went to the police station.

it was a bit DUMB, to tell the police we picked it up like er...well,45minutes ago along the same ave.i was sooo guilty lars!den i sat there with chunfu,many people came and left.this family that needed an address change/update,and this guy that needed a DEATH CERT for his Parent.i got a copy off the report that took so long to process -UPSHOT,i missed incredible tales.but i was doing a good deed ok!!!

headed home.watched tv.waited for things to happen.POINTLESS-i dint know what i was waiting for-

BLOGGED.PHOTOS.

PDI gathering tomorrow.

-its not compulsory,BUT ALL STUDENTS ARE REQUIRED TO ATTEND-

demin shorts.cap.day!

yoan day!

-HPT's out for the day.i only get to see yoan like once in forever-

p.s (im still not over you)

Labels: camp, class, gym, photos

Thursday, June 28, 2007

im like pissed.
-im currently at amk park mac doing some final touches to the video.
chunfu and kailing are like eating,i dun want to eat cause im like sick of macand kfc.there is an obvius tension between me and kailing.WE AINT TALKING .i am seriously pissed with her and her phone.he jus happens to fail to reply and answer my call.WHY ONLY MINE? this i donno.cuz anyother time i see her,she jus happens to be happily either on the phone or whacking away at massages.-
if u so happen to read this i think u owe me an explaination.

im supposed to be at a super important touch up meeting that i aint supposed to miss.see you!

Labels: sms.fuck.songs.camp

Monday, June 25, 2007

im a HAPPY GIRL.

-hpt still makes me whole-

YTD was with HELIUM.KAHwee.REAGEN.FEIFEI.CHUNFU.winnieMEH.KAYjoo.BELINDAtissue.UNCLEshannon.JACKang.

hey kaka,im so gg to clarify somethings...i realised i a bit guai lan u todae.i was jus tired and ive gt projs on hand.so..YA.SORRY.

CAMP CHIEF-helium.

im not what u think i am.so N,FUCK Off.im jus trying to bear with you.i kept quiet doesnt mean im giving in to you.neither m i like speechless.i jus carn b bothered with you

IM NOT UP TO TAKA?fuck u.

*tsk tsk tsk*

HPD is CHECKED

MP essay's CHECKED

MP presentation's up

CATS is on its way.

LOG list is on TOP.

A.E day (RN) u are so in my list too!

3o JUNE!!!

LORD, BLESS ME.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Hey.yesterday at work.bitch came to visit with her mama and papa.GRINNS,her mum looks nice.i mean super nice.Anyway,work was like THAT.hahahs.no idea how to better describe it.imnow on the way to school for CATS project again and is in one of the very unexplainable moods of just typing away.My nails are like horrid looking now thanks to me and my itchy hands,I was peeling the polish off after work.*hees*.

Zeppin -the boss- he told me to go work on 3oth june.NO WAY! Even though I verymuch wants to participate in the food fair also.BUT, its mummy’s BIRTHDAY and HPT day-camp day! THERE IS NO FRICKING WAY IM GG TO WORK THAT DAY!-geddit?you can sack me!AND

IM STILL NOT GOING ON 3oth JUNE!

I want to get spectacles to wear.-that’s random!-

Ohh yar.i cannot stand people wearing slippers with a HUGE,yes huge, flower on the slipper.its like plain EWW-kill-me-kind-of-thing.im typing and COMMENTING on it because there is this girl sitting opposite me in the train and I find myself looking away unconciously,PROLLY DISGUSTED BY THE BIG BIG FLOWER.did I mention its purple?ok now u knw its purple.

Wanted so much to wear fbt and slippers out.BUT,since im going to do ‘PROJECT’-hopefully bits not like last time,u know how terrible it was,I felt CHEATED to go down the other time lar.-anyway, if they are so going to question me bout why didn’t I et the materials, im so gg to tell them the TRUTH, of m gg into popular one very fine day and decide to get the material, and CALLED THEM UP and none of them answered the phone, and this happens to be a GROUP project and im not to make decision on my own,so I DINT get PINK BOARDS!-like duh! I will get pink if it an individual project!-

I need food so badly.havent ate anything since the 5 mantous and the SUPER pepper-filled prawn noode soup for supper.i 'woke up' late today ,like any other day,so there wasn’t time for me to grab breakkie.neither was there VITASOY in the fridge-mum says vitasoy keeps up my vitamins intake-think its somehow true lurh.

YES.

NO.

MAYBE.

I DON’T KNOW.

something that I know….IM STARVING.

Having HPT meeting at 2pm later.think I wont be on time.i don’t know what time CATS ending.but I’ll be going down.i want to be real busy with camps,hhahahahahahas.sounsds pyschotic.BUT BEING INVOLVED MAKES ME A HAPPY GIRL.trlalala.

Oh ya,dumb N ,you are so lucky,I was told not to blow my top at you and also not to give a u HUGE piece of my mind.RAHH.tom dick N harry.lala..u BELONG to the TDH group.i just hope Saturdays and Sundays will be NICE,PEACEFUL.jus go slack and NOT disturb me nor criticise my work.KAOPEH KIA.crocs was an issue, but it was put behind already.my nail colour WAS an issue too.appaerently we’ve gt customers so free to notice and complain to u bout my NAIL colour.and ONLY YOU.if u are un happy with me,tell e straight.i CAN take it.unlike u,im not EGOISTIC..FUCKER!*boot-licking isnt getting you anywhere*
-rubbish i happen to run into u jus now and dint want to say hi-loser i hate you-

Lalas.

Its like 1229 and im alr on my way home.its AFTER CATS.lolreally,we dint do much except for me eating and drinking.and eating.im so gg to tell the world about my interest.FOOD.BOYS.SLEEP.FOOD.BOYS.BOYS.BOYS.AND DIET DIET AND DIET AND DIET.see.weight losing comes first.with better looks comes better guys.LOL.

Msned with Fidelia just now,we said to go out.but when?i don’t know.i VERY much wants to see her.lol

Meanwhile.LOSE WEIGHT.eat less mantous.MORE work.CAMPS too!
I want more kailing too!

RAHH.im now at amkparkmac.waliaos.kailing is like DUMB.no super dumb.we are like stoning.the meeting ended up with a lot of people.COLIN KAILING CHUNFU BRENDA and COLIN KAILING CHUNFU BRENDA and COLIN KAILING CHUNFU BRENDA.yupp.geddit?its like PATHETIC.and kailing is like online chatting with who-I don’t know and she is like totally ignoring wadeva I said ,try to say and all! FUCK lar.you ought to feel sorry!HURHUR.

Hey.im blogging at KFC amk.they are all eating.the atm is like FAR,so I decide to skip a meal.im left with 5mins on my lappy and yupp.im blogging happily.hais.i don’t know whats happening,to me to the world.im screwed.HPT’s missing out.FRIENDS.im missing out.FUCK.im screwed.ignore me for all I care.im going to waste my life away.YUCK.kill me.

Labels: WASTED

Thursday, June 21, 2007

ok.today was FUN FUN FUN.
went town-ing with kaka and chunfu.
-its like 2 weeks of holidays and i only get to see u like..erm ONCE?-
WTF.

watched fantastic4.
J.Alba was HOT HOT HOT.

went HPT miting.
30june,15-19 nov,and another dates.
WOOTS*

played pool after that.
skipped work.
YUCK
-dislike N at work.cant u like stop BOSSING me around,u are jus like me.A partimer.Blah.-

Labels: i LOVE CROCS

Monday, June 18, 2007

Receipt: Success brendatan The file has been sent to the selected users with role of Module Leader. 2007-06-18 04:59:12 PM

the above was the submisson of the 1700hrs file.

and there is CATS,presentation and assignment 2 left to beat!

-HEE-HAH-

off to work !!!!

Sunday, June 17, 2007

oh brenda and all the hocus pocus magic says:
i ask u ar..

WKAILING / A thousand lies have made me colder says:
?

oh brenda and all the hocus pocus magic says:
if u gt u get 50 bucks frm 2 fren.
walks into A SHOP and gt a shoe for 97
den u left with 3 bucks,u return 1 buck each
den u gt 1 dollar ,plus 49 each tt u owe them...
u total up to 99 bucks right?
whr the other 1 buck stray to?

WKAILING / A thousand lies have made me colder says:
is this pure maths or qian bian wen da ti?

oh brenda and all the hocus pocus magic says:
its jus something bugging me
issit?

WKAILING / A thousand lies have made me colder says:
oh fuck you
hahahaha
97 / 2 = 48.5

oh brenda and all the hocus pocus magic says:
i confused

WKAILING / A thousand lies have made me colder says:
so you owe eac 48.5
*each
and returned them two bucks
so your left with one
which adds up to a total of 100
-.-

oh brenda and all the hocus pocus magic says:
no
u must return them one each

WKAILING / A thousand lies have made me colder says:
yes

oh brenda and all the hocus pocus magic says:
den left with 1

WKAILING / A thousand lies have made me colder says:
48.5+48.5=97
100-97=3
3-1-1=1(which is yours)

oh brenda and all the hocus pocus magic says:
but 49 +49+1=99

WKAILING / A thousand lies have made me colder says:
97/2=48.5
but 49
*not

oh brenda and all the hocus pocus magic says:
?

WKAILING / A thousand lies have made me colder says:
okay
97 divided by 2 = 48.5
NOT 49

oh brenda and all the hocus pocus magic says:
but they lent u 50 each

WKAILING / A thousand lies have made me colder says:
okay
so you returned them a buck each

WKAILING / A thousand lies have made me colder says:
so you owe them 49 and have a buck as remainder right

oh brenda and all the hocus pocus magic says:
yes

WKAILING / A thousand lies have made me colder says:
eh
see
i lost my train of thought
was soemthing got to do with the 50 cents
ahhhhh dunno la
oh you sucker
u make me think this in the middle of the ngiht
screw you
hahaha

wahahhahas.kaka wanted to kill me so bad!its 4.12 and we were crapping!

Saturday, June 16, 2007

meow

joan

CHUNFU

Eunice

BITCH

WHER ON EARTH ARE YOU?

i very much want to blog.

but has got no idea what to write.

i miss kaka like fuck.

not to forget jESLyN.

-i want my donuts-

hated everything thats happening to me.

i hated all of the MOFOs that killed me,EMOTION-wise.

kaka's getting her highlight and her dad's nt SHAVING her for GOOD.

hell,im screwed.

i still want to be yours.

i want to feel alive again.

I JUS WANT you soo.

i KNOW it'll never happen...

sorry

for not being able to join you all for bowling despite

you all changin the time for me.

THANK YOU RACH-bitch for reminding me for my PROJECT!

and im on due 2359 again!

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

the dumb bird stared at me first!

SEE!she's upset with the bird.

JUSTINE!!

SHE IS HAPPIER!

ok.take that back!

ME!

THEM!
-kaka u are in the middle-

on the way to town

"hi honey"

-thats wad it'll say-

ok.i finally felt what kaka felt ytd!

Im happily typing on th way to sch for CATS miting.PUH-LEESE im late.its holidays and you all arrange for a meeting at 10 am in the morning not giving a shit bout whr I stay.THANKS GUYS<3>

Wtf.

Anw,im like still a bit on the drowsy side .Tired.went for OCEAN’s 13 with mama and heng.SO NICE.im like prolly a nuisiance in the cinema,cause everytime BratPitt appears I’ll go like..look,hes so cute….Ohh no,cute…ok enough with the oh-BP-is –so-cute-part.After that was supposed to head down to CAUSEWAY POINT.CWP for short to meet kaka and jack.The time wasn’t like confirmed,so I gave the –WHATEVERMOVIE-a miss.jus saw that they watched en in white,the lame Singapore Comedy thing.wonder if its nice.after that I went to Central shopping mall to meet up with shiyuan-he WAS an inline-skating instructor that one of the GANG wanted number from like 3 years ago and he is like sooooooooooooo cute.-did I mention cute? Er,he still in the inline-skate business.

Anyway,skipping the not so important parts and it sums up that he jus brought along a few friends that are like my friends now.WAHAHAH.after that was walking to the MRT station prying that I caught the last train home.YES...IT WAS the LAST.we tried to take photos,but it so happened that he was tall and im like…short.so it failed v badly.BOO!

Ok.i just passed YEWTEE and is still like wacking away happily on my lappy,being obilvious to the world and the people around,SURROUNDING CHECK: bangla on the phone.Sleeping auntie.guy lsping next to me.middle-aged woman reading.ok.

Its 1017 and im not even NEAR ngeeann.lala.ohh ya.i received warning letters from ngeeann saying that I skipped sch for 3days.WTH 3days is no joke.i was jus like er…well….LATE.the point is still not getting through..I WAS IN SCHOOL.get it?like duh,u cannot say I skip school whne I was in sch but was late,its just not being fair.UNFAIR.

PHEW!

i nearly missed .wait.i change seats.theres water dripping from the ceiling and I dun want a dead lappy by the time im in NP which is in about 20mins? Whichs makes me late for the meeting,for a total of 47 minutes.ok.Yah,I nearly missed the bus.if that was the case I’ll prolly jus hide in shame cause I was jus lazy to like RUN.MISSED going to the GYM.L.O.V.E.S….HINT HINT ,WHEN?

Hmms.Ytd night,while I was like preparing for bed,SOME K.B.P. called using an unknown number and woke me and had me wrecking my brains at like 3 odd? I had totally no idea of the time cause I was SUPPOSED to be in sleepmode.i think I muttered RUBBISH.he decide to leave m as it is 40 minutes later which more than half the time was spent on me trying to mke out who the hel he was.THANKS URH.

Might be heading down to Central @ Clarke Quay later.and I SO MUCH need an ORGANISER!sian.OH YAR OH YAR!HAVING JUNE CAMP!-think I mentioned it I the prev post.my Phone is ringing and I have ZERO intention to start digging my bag with my lappy open on my lap.ITS RISKY.ohh.REACHING NP ALR.talk later.

IM like so done with CATS!!!!!!!!!! Im waiting for the TEACHER to reply.so that we can actually do the PPT.YES.we are sooo STUCK.its ok.had quite some time looking for his email in mel.RAHH.its like 1307.guess what?im heading home alr.WALIAOS.

Yuen is like PROLLY coming over to bake bake bake!!!i nuahing.so I confirming with her later.im on the bus home.taking 52.changing at McRitchie.sian.52 is like FASTER than 74 a lot!

Ohh.i gg RED RAIN this Sunday!lalalalalala.happy gir.keeping a look out for alighting point.i suck at it REAL bad.ok.i alighted at the WRONG busstop.Ohh noo-kat and rach..i really cannot do w/o both of u!-

HEY all!i want to make my first million by 40.yes make! Whatever I sepend is included,cuz if its not,I’ll prolly never make it!

Im stoning away prolly cuz im like tired.VERY.LERTHARGIC fuck.or its just you.
It jus so happened that i alighted at the wrong stop and was walking along the stretch of road ALONE.(its not A road,it’s THE road)images flashed of the last time I walked it,you were on the phone with me,teling me how much I meant to you,reassuring me that you wont leave.This time round,I was all alone.It hurtsl,wanted so much to cry,break down.But decided against it as bursting into tears alone on a long stretch of road with a bit of drizzle is pathetic.MAKE you sound so FRIENDLESS.What more I have already decided that we are nothing else but friends.NO more.(maybe less,but I know nothing MORE)why cant we human have selective memory?remebver wjhat we wants and forget what we doesn’t want?

I could use MORE HUGS! WISHES and taggs!

In the back of my mind wants you to wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY when it arrives.

im making choc fudge cake!

WOOTS**

Monday, June 11, 2007

tell me u still love me.
-i will still wait fo the day to come-
--but i wont RETURN to you--

i know it'll never.
keep the past,no point telling me you liked me before.
so what if you were once crazy to the extend of gaga?
its WAS ONCE.
you see,
DONT suggest me to go look for someone else,
DONT ask me not to wait for you.
DONT tell me to look for someone that suits me better.
DONT tell me how different we were built to be now that we are apart.

worst.

DONT tell me you chose her over me cause u can actually strike up a decent conversation with her for me being too childish.
-you cannot compare me with her for im like 8 years younger,which is like 2920 days.its jus not being fair.so what,i can be serious too!but if i do it you'll prolly not like the me u are talking to.i think im jus fine the way i am.jus take it that u duno how to appreciate my good points and decide to wrk against my bad points.maybe by doing so u feel better,maybe someday down the road you realised u chose WORK over JOY.i enjoy making people ard me happier,i dont talk serious doesnt mean im not,jus dun like the tension between people.all that i can give, i gave.u made your choice.-
YOU used to be ever so nice.
YOU were all i asked for.
-but it was all in the past-

THERES so going to be a CAMP.

LALA.

-looks forward withe wide eager eyes-

IM GOING TO START OUT NEW AND BETTER.

-im gg to find people who is willing to accept me and plays with me-

NOT WATCH ME PLAY!

Friday, June 08, 2007

mutters obscenities.

(Everything has been going so gravely wrong)

so screwed.i shold have known.SHOULD have known we wont wrok all along.

WE NEVER WOULD.

fuck.

JUS TELL ME IM DUMB.STUPID and WHATSOEVER you can think of.

"guess im no longer going to hear from YOU now that YOU have made things super clear.

YOU had fallen for someone else.NOT me.

we WERE never meant to be an item.

i rejected people for a STUPID belief that if i remained single.

we MIGHT work.

keyword: M.I.G.H.T "

went to work.

-wasnt given a choice also-

needed so bad to get my mind off things that i dont want to think about.

MY GOD-daddy at work sent me to AMK mrt stn!!

went to met kaka.chunfu.pinwen.reagen and jack.

jus rotted with food at the shelter.

its been ages since i saw them all.

they wer betting that i would breakdown the moment i reach.

5..4..3..2..1

yup.TEARS flowed.

was very upset.

for some unknown reason.

YUPP.

end of story

(p.s having paper tml at 9 and im stil on the phone wid kaka and have yet to study!)

Thursday, June 07, 2007

LALA.

home from work.

-currently waiting for my hair to dry-

im waiting for kaka and K.B.P to call.

he asked why K.B.P.

er.cause u are so not a BAKKWA.

i missed my love!

u see the above pictures?

i missed them BOTH!!

work was fun.BUSY.but FUN!went home with CHINSENG.its just ALWAYS me getting home first.lalas.i ALWAYS get home FIRST.lalalalalas.Zowell was irritating.CHENGyan rocks my world-world at work-

im like BEING forced to work.i m SUPPOSED to wrk tml.yuck yuck."im not working tml"."SEE you tml"."BUT i have an up-coming test on friday."*SCROLLS up the WINDOW**SCROLLS down a bit* "see u tml!"*and DRIVES AWAY*

SO IM SO SUPPOSED TO WORK LAR!

-im like not given a choice-

wah.imissedtheLOVES.dint get to join them at rach's place,dunno if they went not.i feel so mean.sorry girls.had to get my mind off things.things that i dun wan to put my mind to think bout.

we are so over.

u dont even bother to entertain me anymore.NOT a message.NO longer an online message.NOT even a miss call.i wished i was part of your life.i WOULD NEVER be.i COULD NEVER be either.u dont even bother.FUCK.

GETOUTOFMYFUCKEDUPLIFE-stop making it worst-

Labels: work.

Monday, June 04, 2007

街角的祝福

多少个秋多少个冬
我几乎快要被治愈好
但还是会只因为一个重覆的话题就
无心自扰
也曾想过若真遇见我们应该如何是好
我想我还是会站在某一个街角
不让你看到

只因为我不想打扰
只因为怕你解释不了
只因为现在你的眼睛里
她比我还重要

我只好假装我看不到
看不到你和她在对街拥抱
你的快乐我可以感受得到
这样的见面方式对谁都好

我只好假装我听不到
听不到别人口中的她好不好
再不想问也不想被通知到
反正你的世界我管不了

若不想问若不想被通知到
就把祝福留在街角

SAY U LOVE me and the rest is INCONSEQUENTIAL.

Hey.hasent been feeling real great lately.im like WASTED.ok well,FUCK that.its jus that either i m receiving it all wrong or u are jus trying to play all-hard-to-get.well.shitty.im having maths common test tomorrow and i can still think of watchingcampus SUPERSTAR over math.lalas.how great a student?im like in a shitty mood and feel worst than shit.u know SHIT.u can try fixing the broken me ONLY if u haf the patience of like piecing together aBILLON piece maybe?i dunno wads wrong wid me.i need someone to talk to.i need shoulders to cry on.i need frens to rely on.NOW THAT THE WHOLE WORLD IS GONE>
im wrking not cuz im in need of cash.im wroking to get away from things thati dun want to put mu head into.i MIGHT need cash.but still 6o+ is still able to get me thru a week w/o much difficulties.YUPP.
m i a spoilt brat?how spoilt am i?how on earth do u even define spoilt?

S-P-O-I-L-T?lalas.

THIS WAS a fricking emo-post.

im a blonde bimbo girl in MY fantasy world-

Labels: A FRICKING EMO POST.

GYM-favourite camwhore place

OUR love shall NEVER PART!

GYMWERKS!!

THE STOOPID poster
that we wanted to take photo wid since sch start

MY VANDALISM!

HELLO!

L.O.V.E.S
we missed EUNICE so much on FRIDAY.

we started to IMAGINED HER WITH US

and maybe GOD heard us,SHE CAME!!!!

i officially is pissed.
waliao.

THANKS PHS FOR giving the JUNE camo bid to some other compay and in turn ruined my day real bad.

ok.PERiOD bout that.lalalala

im not v bimbotic.

its jus that im not too bimbotic till i cannot function properly.

i can work ok!

im like wrking past days.

its FUN.

i jus whined bout my nail-polish keep coming off.

WTH.

but its nice.

MOMO and YL visited ytd at 2,XAVIER happened to pass by

MR tanBAKseng came twice.

wahhahaha.

HE still calls me susan.

FUCK.

anw.the guys at wrk says i 38.

noisy like hell.

to KAKA.im like super-sorry.

my mum says she hasnt seen me for days.

lol.

KUA-ZHANG.

but still...we'll meet

EEYER.

RACHEL JOAN AND DAP went vivo nvr tell me.

EEYER!!!!

WE ARE SO NEAR YET SO FAR<3

u are so fricking cold towards me and i dunno why.

i dun wish to meet up with u for the fear of running put of topic to speak to u of.

i dun want all our conversations to be quarrels.

i dun want all the I LOVE YOUS to be lies.

FUCK OFF if u jus wanna play.

IMNOTYOURTOY

INEEDABOYFRIEND！

interviews can be arranged upon request.

i was told to blog bout BRYAN!by BRYAN

i did blog bout u ok!!!!

Friday, June 01, 2007

i went for work.

END OF STORY.
**
u cared.thanks.

this bridge was written to make you feel smittenerwith my sad picture of girl getting bitter-er
can you extract me
from my plastic fantasy i didn't think so but i'm still convincable will you persist even after i bet you a billion dollars that i'll never love you and will you persist even after i kiss you goodbye for the last timewill you keep on trying?

to prove it

i'm dying

to loose it

i'm losing

my confidence