as told by her.♥

Monday, December 29, 2008

no,just leave me alone.

i do not like you.

thank you very much.

baby, i know you are back.

(L)

Monday, December 22, 2008

these thoughts keep me awake at night, keep me dreaming all day.

you were never mine, and its been alright

you left me speechless when you said you were leaving

all the things i never said i can never say

suppose its fair for me to pen down, one more self effacing paragraph.

if there was a melody, it would break your heart

just because you broke mine a thousand times.

all the time i was figuring out, why i miss you now and then.

ever since prospective lines are drawn, i cant pass them

i guess somehow i wasnt meant to see outside my own view.

all the things that you once said, is taking up the spaces in my brain.

they wont shake loose from my head, and ive got no way around it.

somewhere between phrases and speechlessness,

somehow the language fails me

and all of these wont do.

p.s actions comes through with some sort of meaning too.

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that was a random rant,

emotional release.

Friday, December 19, 2008

i just heard from my mum when i was younger, i died for 4 mins odd.

my heart stopped.

imagine if i died.

i wont be able to have met all the people around me.

i would not have been who i was.

and i think im not very smart due to the shortage of oxygen during the time

aiyeer.

well, i went MAMBO with reggy and ying.

it was fun.

and the trannies were scary.

reggy: -refering to the trannies- " they need to pay not?"

well, i couldnt answer that, could you?

i miss bestf.

seen her like only once in a v long time.

jeslyn, i will see you soon ok?

and to all my work-mates,

its fun wrking together.

Monday, December 15, 2008

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
'Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit here anymore

Well you pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I hide all the bruises, I hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
'Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

Well it's time to surrender
It's too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

Oh don't misunderstand how I feel
'Cause I've tried, yes I've tried
But still I don't know why
No I don't know why
I don't know why

Why I can't explain why it's not enough
I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

But it's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit here anymore

The pieces don't fit anymore

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

bestf, happy birthday.

i'll update more after my papers.

love homies~

Monday, December 01, 2008

bestf: DO RATS CLIMB TREES?

tell me,how can you not love bestf?

i've got sketches that need to be done

im not doing.

and the best part

im not sleeping either

so im kinda wasting my time

then again..

i dont know

XY! go to sleep, now!

NOW NOW NOW

and to all,

im <--------------------------------------------> hungry

neeway,i think im going to stare at my pet cactus.

misses~