Hello, my name is Brenda by birth. I really like dressin up. I love books and photography. I hate lizards, insects, things that slime or crawl.Neither do i like gore or violent films.
AM WATCHING MY LIFE FROM FIFTY FEET.
And nope, im not delusional. not yet
screams
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
new year is getting more simple as the years pass.
is it that we out-grown it?
or is it the fact that the elders are subtracting themselves by the year?
its no longer the red packets that i want.
all i want is for everyone to remain happy as they are.
a visit to my grandpa's place sent pangs of nostalgia flooding.
everybody changes.
i have been such a bad granddaughter,
for i didnt notice time took its toll on them
wrinkled hands and white hair.
all they yearn for was more visits.
people to talk to them
listen to them
i wish i had spent more time with them.
i will.
promise
Monday, January 26, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON!
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
i swear i smell like the makan place in school.
met you with kailing like after so long, it was accidental.
like she was on the phone outside block 50 and thati was on the way out of class.
and seeing my pink highlights she screamed.
thats very much how we ended up having lunch together.
it felt great, like finally meeting up after so long.
and having her pick up my broken parts
when i was bout to fall apart just before i stepped out of the lecture room
i felt torn apart la, like taken apart alive.
very much like saw-i guess, though i havent seenthe movie myself.
school is killin me,having to face debarment is bad. it not as if i dint wrk hard, its now the bloody attendance its hard to not have classmates. its harder to go to a class where people dont quite like you for no reason.
im supposed to go meet bestf after school but she seems to like want to slot in aunt visitation not quite ure how it is going to happen but im too bothered to care. then again, she says she is there already and that i am expecting her to wait in town for god knows how long by the time i end school. you said you ended @ 4 as well.
oh, i think its gross when people dont respect you, even better, doesnt even acknowledge your existance.
i tried to talk, you were pre-occupied.
i tried to reach, you were to busy to notice
i drown, and its my own incompetence
no one to blame
too late to save
Sunday, January 18, 2009
i tend to pack my room when im upset,
this time round, i moved the furniture.
does that mean i am super upset?
i just want to feel a bit more appreciated.
is it that hard?
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
well, im sorry but i have to say ..
i think hardworking people are disgusting!
i mean really disgusting. they might not be the smartest thing around, but well, i still think they shouldnt exist-at all.
i wondered how i co-exsisted with them for the past 19+ years of my wonderful life.
and they had to ruin it somehow, like, my life could have been perfect!
im trying to bloody work on my,
well, facebook, and they have to do all they work in class.
damn!
then i'll have to catch up, but of course, i catch up faster.
tell me im smart please.
hahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahs
im sucha bitch.
(as if i dint know)
yay-ness.
if there is a word stronger than AWESOME, i would use it on bestf!
till then , bestf is _ _ _ _ _ _.
Thursday, January 08, 2009
i am currently at starbucksy @ thompson with bff,
been reading a hell whole lot today, its for the assignment that is so due on sunday.
yes, i'm doing my work
i realised that i am kinda behind time on some of my assignments, ok fine. Not quite some, but plenty.
be glad thats not all.just some.
i have alot to say, but i really think i need to get my hands on a book now.
and i actually feel a need to say this,
FUCK THE TIRES, TO HELL WITH YOU!
phew, thats going to help push back symptoms of depression.
The name 'Brenda' stands for 'sword', which I perceive as being linked to violence. But no, I don't see myself as a violent person. The most I do is curse and swear like a sailor, and perhaps punch a few pillows and kick a few walls. But I'd never lay a finger on people(or so i claim).
And also. according to bestf, i'll combust without guys.
To top that up, you will have not problem trying to spot me along the streets.With my not-exactly-very-toned-down hair, and my shorts,yes, Singapore's way to hot to be in jeans.
Personality wise, I'm close to being crazy. I drive people nuts when the inner bitch release.So in short,you can either say that I brighten up your life, or that I drive you up the wall. It can only be one way or the other. No in-betweens.
Basically, I have a problem with authority.I never liked being told what to do and when told not to do something, all the more i'd do it-just to annoy the person (like,duh.)
Yours truly,do not believe in rules-strapped life, strongly thinks that life should be lived the way you want to and no compromises made.Of course minus the reality chunk.Partying is like a hobbie to me, just like how stamp collecting is to other, but partying is much more fun!
Not only does it allows me to meet interesting personas of all kind and yes, grooving to the music is a great workout- keeps me very much in shape.My girls are the bestest people to club with,ever
In case you failed to figure, my girls are one of the greatest thing that happened to me in life.Friends are a whole big deal in my life, plays a huge part in major break-ups and events.By and by, i love them to bits and they know it.
I have the tendancy to forget what i want to say mid-sentence,so just let me finish.I'm not as dramatic as so many friends claimed.I hate crossing the roads, proudly proclaimed my love for whipcreme,icecreams and cakes. I can be completely bought over by sweet treats, Starbucks and surprises.Small details matters alot to me, a little gesture, a smile, and kids warms my heart.I love that warm fuzzy feeling i get when watch kids play.
I'm not exactly the most random person you will find around and am totally,erm, not a bimbo.
Meanwhile, please make do with the photos untill i get better ones.
new year is getting more simple as the years pass.
is it that we out-grown it?
or is it the fact that the elders are subtracting themselves by the year?
its no longer the red packets that i want.
all i want is for everyone to remain happy as they are.
a visit to my grandpa's place sent pangs of nostalgia flooding.
everybody changes.
i have been such a bad granddaughter,
for i didnt notice time took its toll on them
wrinkled hands and white hair.
all they yearn for was more visits.
people to talk to them
listen to them
i wish i had spent more time with them.
i will.
promise
Monday, January 26, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON!
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
i swear i smell like the makan place in school.
met you with kailing like after so long, it was accidental.
like she was on the phone outside block 50 and thati was on the way out of class.
and seeing my pink highlights she screamed.
thats very much how we ended up having lunch together.
it felt great, like finally meeting up after so long.
and having her pick up my broken parts
when i was bout to fall apart just before i stepped out of the lecture room
i felt torn apart la, like taken apart alive.
very much like saw-i guess, though i havent seenthe movie myself.
school is killin me,having to face debarment is bad. it not as if i dint wrk hard, its now the bloody attendance its hard to not have classmates. its harder to go to a class where people dont quite like you for no reason.
im supposed to go meet bestf after school but she seems to like want to slot in aunt visitation not quite ure how it is going to happen but im too bothered to care. then again, she says she is there already and that i am expecting her to wait in town for god knows how long by the time i end school. you said you ended @ 4 as well.
oh, i think its gross when people dont respect you, even better, doesnt even acknowledge your existance.
i tried to talk, you were pre-occupied.
i tried to reach, you were to busy to notice
i drown, and its my own incompetence
no one to blame
too late to save
Sunday, January 18, 2009
i tend to pack my room when im upset,
this time round, i moved the furniture.
does that mean i am super upset?
i just want to feel a bit more appreciated.
is it that hard?
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
well, im sorry but i have to say ..
i think hardworking people are disgusting!
i mean really disgusting. they might not be the smartest thing around, but well, i still think they shouldnt exist-at all.
i wondered how i co-exsisted with them for the past 19+ years of my wonderful life.
and they had to ruin it somehow, like, my life could have been perfect!
im trying to bloody work on my,
well, facebook, and they have to do all they work in class.
damn!
then i'll have to catch up, but of course, i catch up faster.
tell me im smart please.
hahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahs
im sucha bitch.
(as if i dint know)
yay-ness.
if there is a word stronger than AWESOME, i would use it on bestf!
till then , bestf is _ _ _ _ _ _.
Thursday, January 08, 2009
i am currently at starbucksy @ thompson with bff,
been reading a hell whole lot today, its for the assignment that is so due on sunday.
yes, i'm doing my work
i realised that i am kinda behind time on some of my assignments, ok fine. Not quite some, but plenty.
be glad thats not all.just some.
i have alot to say, but i really think i need to get my hands on a book now.
and i actually feel a need to say this,
FUCK THE TIRES, TO HELL WITH YOU!
phew, thats going to help push back symptoms of depression.
