as told by her.♥

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♥ brenda

Hello, my name is Brenda by birth. I really like dressin up. I love books and photography. I hate lizards, insects, things that slime or crawl.Neither do i like gore or violent films.

AM WATCHING MY LIFE FROM FIFTY FEET.

And nope, im not delusional.
~~not yet~~

screams

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

dangerous freedom over peaceful slavery

People often expect or in a way imagine the future to be, i did too.

I've imagined the day I would receive the reapplication result from my school.

And today was the day.

What was different is that the decision wasn't theirs to make, rather it fell back into my own hands.

I dealt the cards and now I get to control the deck.

Maybe all along the choice was mine, just that I left it for other to dictate.

Now that its back here, i have to force myself to grow up and make grow up decision for my future.

This is probably one of the most major decision I had to make ever since the part 2 years ago that i decided to get out of school.

I must admit it was a tough decision to make with regards to the financial and commitment issue.

There was a conclusion.

And with that conclusion, I would be proud to say that this probably marks the closure of the love-hate relationship I shared with PDI.

The late nights and tons of drawings. The crazy amount of math and physics.

Yet nothing can fight the sense of satisfaction you get when you see your final prototype.

No more.

Now, there is a new goal in my life.

Although the previous guiding light dimmed, there is a new tunnel to dig through to find another light.

Till then.

She's that girl

The name 'Brenda' stands for 'sword', which I perceive as being linked to violence. But no, I don't see myself as a violent person. The most I do is curse and swear like a sailor, and perhaps punch a few pillows and kick a few walls. But I'd never lay a finger on people(or so i claim).

And also. according to bestf, i'll combust without guys.

To top that up, you will have not problem trying to spot me along the streets.With my not-exactly-very-toned-down hair, and my shorts,yes, Singapore's way to hot to be in jeans.

Personality wise, I'm close to being crazy. I drive people nuts when the inner bitch release.So in short,you can either say that I brighten up your life, or that I drive you up the wall. It can only be one way or the other. No in-betweens.

Basically, I have a problem with authority.I never liked being told what to do and when told not to do something, all the more i'd do it-just to annoy the person (like,duh.)

Yours truly,do not believe in rules-strapped life, strongly thinks that life should be lived the way you want to and no compromises made.Of course minus the reality chunk.Partying is like a hobbie to me, just like how stamp collecting is to other, but partying is much more fun! Not only does it allows me to meet interesting personas of all kind and yes, grooving to the music is a great workout- keeps me very much in shape.My girls are the bestest people to club with,ever

In case you failed to figure, my girls are one of the greatest thing that happened to me in life.Friends are a whole big deal in my life, plays a huge part in major break-ups and events.By and by, i love them to bits and they know it.

I have the tendancy to forget what i want to say mid-sentence,so just let me finish.I'm not as dramatic as so ~~many~~ friends claimed.I hate crossing the roads, proudly proclaimed my love for whipcreme,icecreams and cakes. I can be completely bought over by sweet treats, Starbucks and surprises.Small details matters alot to me, a little gesture, a smile, and kids warms my heart.I love that warm fuzzy feeling i get when watch kids play. I'm not exactly the most random person you will find around and am totally,erm, not a bimbo.

Meanwhile, please make do with the photos untill i get better ones.