Hello, my name is Brenda by birth. I really like dressin up. I love books and photography. I hate lizards, insects, things that slime or crawl.Neither do i like gore or violent films.
AM WATCHING MY LIFE FROM FIFTY FEET.
And nope, im not delusional. not yet
screams
Friday, March 20, 2009
well, i dont know what to do man, results' coming out in say 3hours.and im so dead.Having to face dismissal is nothing exciting.i dont know what to do if i really get dismissed.Crying-might be an option.Dying is another.Then again, i aint that kinda that would actually just do thing irrationally.
LIfe's been a bitch these days.Havent exactly got peace for a very long time.Been bumming around whole day, at home.Its either that or goign out to spend moolah.Talking about moolah, i need them bad.So they could be used to fund my shopping,i havent exactly been shopping much, but who doesnt love shopping.( freaks that doesn't -please shut up, comments not needed) i want my ALDO shoes,and bags, and that 90 bucks flip flops still! I've been having this scrimmage thing going on within myself over the past months about that dumb flipflop.Need or want? Its as if its calling out to me, compulsion to get it, then again, its a luxury to have.THIS DOES NOT LOOK LIKE ITS GOING TO END ANYTIME SOON THOUGH.Somehow i shouldnt even be ranting about such stuff at this time, im supposed to feel anxious about my results.Not that i am not, but its just that i think i am too strung out to get the words to come out in order.This is bad, i feel as if ive got my heart in my mouth and im sweating like a bullet.Oooh, i just spenr the previous 3 sentences faltering about how i feel towards the release of results.
IT JUST LIKE A MENTAL COUNDOWN..What if you know when you die? What if you know when are you going to fall in love, when are you falling out of it? Would life still be as interesting? Would you look forward to another dawn? Would you? FOOD FOR THOUGHT.
DO YOU KNOW, im typing under my comforter? Its so cold in my room its about 18 deg, and im lazy to reach for the controller nor crawl to switch off the fan.I'd rather just die here, 80% positive.
Not exactly sure if i should sleep or wait up for the results.I just cannot make up my mind.Dear mind,i think i know whats the feeling of losing you now.its losing the ability to process and all information failed to be retained during the transaction period from your boay parts to the brain.
The queainess is obviously getting to me already, i felt as if my tummy just did a thousand somersaults with butterflies, forming somekind of butterfly milkshake.Lethargy is taking over now.Gosh, my brain is not working straight, its cannot even decide how it wants me to feel, so much for will power, and mind over matter.
Its time for me to go find my peter pan, where i will be tinkerbell in together with him in never never land~
She's that girl
The name 'Brenda' stands for 'sword', which I perceive as being linked to violence. But no, I don't see myself as a violent person. The most I do is curse and swear like a sailor, and perhaps punch a few pillows and kick a few walls. But I'd never lay a finger on people(or so i claim).
And also. according to bestf, i'll combust without guys.
To top that up, you will have not problem trying to spot me along the streets.With my not-exactly-very-toned-down hair, and my shorts,yes, Singapore's way to hot to be in jeans.
Personality wise, I'm close to being crazy. I drive people nuts when the inner bitch release.So in short,you can either say that I brighten up your life, or that I drive you up the wall. It can only be one way or the other. No in-betweens.
Basically, I have a problem with authority.I never liked being told what to do and when told not to do something, all the more i'd do it-just to annoy the person (like,duh.)
Yours truly,do not believe in rules-strapped life, strongly thinks that life should be lived the way you want to and no compromises made.Of course minus the reality chunk.Partying is like a hobbie to me, just like how stamp collecting is to other, but partying is much more fun!
Not only does it allows me to meet interesting personas of all kind and yes, grooving to the music is a great workout- keeps me very much in shape.My girls are the bestest people to club with,ever
In case you failed to figure, my girls are one of the greatest thing that happened to me in life.Friends are a whole big deal in my life, plays a huge part in major break-ups and events.By and by, i love them to bits and they know it.
I have the tendancy to forget what i want to say mid-sentence,so just let me finish.I'm not as dramatic as so many friends claimed.I hate crossing the roads, proudly proclaimed my love for whipcreme,icecreams and cakes. I can be completely bought over by sweet treats, Starbucks and surprises.Small details matters alot to me, a little gesture, a smile, and kids warms my heart.I love that warm fuzzy feeling i get when watch kids play.
I'm not exactly the most random person you will find around and am totally,erm, not a bimbo.
Meanwhile, please make do with the photos untill i get better ones.
well, i dont know what to do man, results' coming out in say 3hours.and im so dead.Having to face dismissal is nothing exciting.i dont know what to do if i really get dismissed.Crying-might be an option.Dying is another.Then again, i aint that kinda that would actually just do thing irrationally.
LIfe's been a bitch these days.Havent exactly got peace for a very long time.Been bumming around whole day, at home.Its either that or goign out to spend moolah.Talking about moolah, i need them bad.So they could be used to fund my shopping,i havent exactly been shopping much, but who doesnt love shopping.( freaks that doesn't -please shut up, comments not needed) i want my ALDO shoes,and bags, and that 90 bucks flip flops still! I've been having this scrimmage thing going on within myself over the past months about that dumb flipflop.Need or want? Its as if its calling out to me, compulsion to get it, then again, its a luxury to have.THIS DOES NOT LOOK LIKE ITS GOING TO END ANYTIME SOON THOUGH.Somehow i shouldnt even be ranting about such stuff at this time, im supposed to feel anxious about my results.Not that i am not, but its just that i think i am too strung out to get the words to come out in order.This is bad, i feel as if ive got my heart in my mouth and im sweating like a bullet.Oooh, i just spenr the previous 3 sentences faltering about how i feel towards the release of results.
IT JUST LIKE A MENTAL COUNDOWN..What if you know when you die? What if you know when are you going to fall in love, when are you falling out of it? Would life still be as interesting? Would you look forward to another dawn? Would you? FOOD FOR THOUGHT.
DO YOU KNOW, im typing under my comforter? Its so cold in my room its about 18 deg, and im lazy to reach for the controller nor crawl to switch off the fan.I'd rather just die here, 80% positive.
Not exactly sure if i should sleep or wait up for the results.I just cannot make up my mind.Dear mind,i think i know whats the feeling of losing you now.its losing the ability to process and all information failed to be retained during the transaction period from your boay parts to the brain.
The queainess is obviously getting to me already, i felt as if my tummy just did a thousand somersaults with butterflies, forming somekind of butterfly milkshake.Lethargy is taking over now.Gosh, my brain is not working straight, its cannot even decide how it wants me to feel, so much for will power, and mind over matter.
Its time for me to go find my peter pan, where i will be tinkerbell in together with him in never never land~
