Hello, my name is Brenda by birth. I really like dressin up. I love books and photography. I hate lizards, insects, things that slime or crawl.Neither do i like gore or violent films.
AM WATCHING MY LIFE FROM FIFTY FEET.
And nope, im not delusional. not yet
screams
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Being persnickety like what I happen to be nowadays isnt of much joy.
people.
i dont enjoy being like this either.
brenda is /are/was /were/will be and shall be alone.
note: couples,stay away from me. knowing that i aint v sucessful with my past relationships and all. i would really appreciate if all couples/ couples -to-be , can try not to be that LOVING in front of me. it hurts. it brings back memories that i wanted to cast out of my life. please.
dont pretend to care by telling me how much i mean to all. dont tell me without me u all feel weird. nothing is. being alone is not a sin, being alone doesnt mean u all can ostracize me i still a human. im going through a period of tough time. i aint going to go all the way to become anti-social or show withdrawal symptoms i just wish that people who care, i mean really care comes and look after me. i need love too.
CAN U SPARE ALITTLE? (the above sentence was not directed to anyone in particular)
~cause all i can do is watch and wonder where the boy i knew had gone. and soon you will realise that everything you did to me was wrong. having found the certain apple of your eye doesnt give you the right to block outthe rest of the world. take a breather,notice your friends around you. they may happen to need alittle more attention than before due to one thing or another its not like i shut myself out from the world,people dont step in to help u dont expect me to go around telling people how hurt i felt. how empty the feeling. i just hope this entry helps the friendship a little asking for a listening ear isnt too much to ask from a friend right?~
i thought you were somebody i could trust.
you always said you were happy for us
(this entry like the previous claimed sentence,isnt meant to be directed at anyone or anything in particular)
XD
p.s dont over react,cuz i'll freak too.
She's that girl
The name 'Brenda' stands for 'sword', which I perceive as being linked to violence. But no, I don't see myself as a violent person. The most I do is curse and swear like a sailor, and perhaps punch a few pillows and kick a few walls. But I'd never lay a finger on people(or so i claim).
And also. according to bestf, i'll combust without guys.
To top that up, you will have not problem trying to spot me along the streets.With my not-exactly-very-toned-down hair, and my shorts,yes, Singapore's way to hot to be in jeans.
Personality wise, I'm close to being crazy. I drive people nuts when the inner bitch release.So in short,you can either say that I brighten up your life, or that I drive you up the wall. It can only be one way or the other. No in-betweens.
Basically, I have a problem with authority.I never liked being told what to do and when told not to do something, all the more i'd do it-just to annoy the person (like,duh.)
Yours truly,do not believe in rules-strapped life, strongly thinks that life should be lived the way you want to and no compromises made.Of course minus the reality chunk.Partying is like a hobbie to me, just like how stamp collecting is to other, but partying is much more fun!
Not only does it allows me to meet interesting personas of all kind and yes, grooving to the music is a great workout- keeps me very much in shape.My girls are the bestest people to club with,ever
In case you failed to figure, my girls are one of the greatest thing that happened to me in life.Friends are a whole big deal in my life, plays a huge part in major break-ups and events.By and by, i love them to bits and they know it.
I have the tendancy to forget what i want to say mid-sentence,so just let me finish.I'm not as dramatic as so many friends claimed.I hate crossing the roads, proudly proclaimed my love for whipcreme,icecreams and cakes. I can be completely bought over by sweet treats, Starbucks and surprises.Small details matters alot to me, a little gesture, a smile, and kids warms my heart.I love that warm fuzzy feeling i get when watch kids play.
I'm not exactly the most random person you will find around and am totally,erm, not a bimbo.
Meanwhile, please make do with the photos untill i get better ones.
Being persnickety like what I happen to be nowadays isnt of much joy.
people.
i dont enjoy being like this either.
brenda is /are/was /were/will be and shall be alone.
note: couples,stay away from me. knowing that i aint v sucessful with my past relationships and all. i would really appreciate if all couples/ couples -to-be , can try not to be that LOVING in front of me. it hurts. it brings back memories that i wanted to cast out of my life. please.
dont pretend to care by telling me how much i mean to all. dont tell me without me u all feel weird. nothing is. being alone is not a sin, being alone doesnt mean u all can ostracize me i still a human. im going through a period of tough time. i aint going to go all the way to become anti-social or show withdrawal symptoms i just wish that people who care, i mean really care comes and look after me. i need love too.
CAN U SPARE ALITTLE? (the above sentence was not directed to anyone in particular)
~cause all i can do is watch and wonder where the boy i knew had gone. and soon you will realise that everything you did to me was wrong. having found the certain apple of your eye doesnt give you the right to block outthe rest of the world. take a breather,notice your friends around you. they may happen to need alittle more attention than before due to one thing or another its not like i shut myself out from the world,people dont step in to help u dont expect me to go around telling people how hurt i felt. how empty the feeling. i just hope this entry helps the friendship a little asking for a listening ear isnt too much to ask from a friend right?~
i thought you were somebody i could trust.
you always said you were happy for us
(this entry like the previous claimed sentence,isnt meant to be directed at anyone or anything in particular)
